Every breath of my life was devoted to the holy feet of Rev. Gurudev. Passing a single moment without his presence gives me the pain of bearing a mountain of agony. The first thing which he motivated and taught me was – to live for the devout service of humanity and revival of the divine culture. I had also surrendered my life for this noble cause since the day I entered his life. Surviving without him was impossible for me, but I had to live to obey his will. Before his mahaprayana, Param Pujya Gurudev had guided me to take care of you all – the children of this global Gayatri Pariwar – to march towards newer goals and take the mission to greater heights. How the mission has successfully expanded in the last four years is a testimony to brighter future. What is stored in the folds of time ahead is so splendid, that it could only be termed as unimaginable, miraculous…! I am now assured that our children – you all – are well prepared to endeavor to achieve what is expected from you to usher in the dawn of a divine era (to make this a reality in this very world).
Further voyage in this physical body is becoming more and more arduous for me. Ever since he had voluntarily shed his physical sheath of life, there has not been any fraction of time when Rev. Gurudev was away from my mind. His sublime presence has been the source of my life. But now the pain of separation in the gross form has stretched to its limits…. I must now reach him in the cosmic realms…. Do not think that I will be gone far from you all, after departing from this physical body. After my union with Rev. Gurudev’s subtle astral body, we shall both enshower greater love and support to you all from wider horizons…
19th September 1994
Day: Purnima, Month: Bhadra (Hindi Calendar)
